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I GET DOWN ONLY ON CERTAIN DAYS FROM THE LITTLEST THINGS THEY DO I DON'T KNOW WHETHER I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG OR SAID SOMETHING WRONG
I TRY AND ACT THE SAME DAY BY DAY BUT I THINK MY ACTIONS ARE WHAT'S PISSING YOU OFF EVERYDAY, SO YOU
TURN AWAY TURN YOURSELVES AWAY FROM ME NO MORE MAKING UP EXCUSES WHEN I NEED YOU
/// B L U E S I D E ///
THE COLORS HAVE BUILT UP IN MY MIND THEY'RE BLEEDING THROUGH MY HEART AND NOBODY KNOWS THAT THEY EXIST LOOK AT MY BURSTED VEINS NOW DO YOU SEE THE RED IN ME IT'S A SIGN FOR THE END
ONLY THE END OF THE RED WILL SHOW YOU MY BLUE SIDE
I'VE BEEN GIVEN MY BRUSH AND PLATE BUT WHERE WILL I PAINT MY LIFE AND WILL THE BUYER IN THE SKY BELIEVE IN WHAT I DREAM AND IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO EXPLAIN WHAT I WILL MISS TO MYSELF
/// F L I G H T 2 2 ///
YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO LEAVE ON MONDAY MORNING BUT YOU CHANGED YOUR FLIGHT TO THURSDAY NIGHT I WAS SUPPOSED TO TAKE YOU AROUND AND AROUND THIS CRAZY TOWN THEY LIKE TO CALL ORIGINAL
I HAVE THIS FEELING YOU'RE NOT COMING BACK YES, I HAVE THIS FEELING YOU'RE NOT COMING BACK
I DON'T WANT TO BE THERE, WHEN YOU'RE GOING TO BE THERE. I DON'T WANT TO BE THERE, WHEN YOU'RE GOING TO BE THERE.
NOW THAT YOU LEFT I DON'T KNOW IF I THREW UP THE SIGNS KEPT TELLING THEM THAT SOMETHING'S WRONG I CALLED THE AIRLINE, THEY SAID THEY WOULD PAGE YOU BUT THEY WERE TOO LAZY AND UNAWARE OF THE SIGNS
I HAVE THIS FEELING YOU'RE NOT COMING BACK I HAVE THIS FEELING YOU'RE NOT COMING BACK
I DON'T WANT TO BE THERE, WHEN YOU'RE GOING TO BE THERE. I DON'T WANT TO BE THERE, WHEN YOU'RE GOING TO BE THERE.
OH, THIS IS HAPPENING AGAIN, THE NUMBER 22 IS WATCHING ME WATCHING YOU WAY UP IN THE SKY, DON'T KNOW IF YOU MADE IT OR IF THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG I TRIED, AND TRIED, TO GET YOU TO COME BACK YOU NEVER EVER EVER CAME BACK
/// M E L T D O W N ///
YOU'RE OUT ON THE EDGE BUT NOBODY SEES YOU YOU'RE OUT ON THE EDGE BUT YOU'RE NOT IN DANGER BECAUSE YOU'RE ONLY TWO FEET ABOVE THE GROUND
YOU'RE OUT ON A MISSION FOR RECOGNITION YOU'RE OUT ON A MISSION A SHOW TO SELL OUT BUT YOU'VE ALREADY SOLD OUT YOU FUCKING SELLOUTS
NO ONE, NO ONE CARES HOW CLOSE YOU WERE TO THE END NO ONE, NO ONE SEES THE CHANGES YOU'VE MADE FOR YOURSELVES
YOU NEED TO BREAK APART FROM YOUR EGOS YOU NEED A BREAK TO FIND A NEW IMAGE 'CAUSE YOU'RE NOT ROCK STARS BUT YOU SHOULD BE
YOU'RE OUT ON A MISSION FOR RECOGNITION YOU'RE OUT ON A MISSION TO QUOTE YOURSELVES I'VE FIGURED YOU OUT YOU'RE SO COMPLEX
OH YES, OH YES, THEY'RE COMING ON STRONG AND MAYBE BY MONDAY THEIR SONGS WILL LIVE ON BUT THE MELTDOWN THE MELTDOWN THE MELTDOWN...
/// F I N D / M Y S E L F ///
WHEN WILL I LEARN TO BE ALONE HOW CAN I LEARN TO LET GO OF YOU EVERYONE CAN SEE ME BUT I CAN'T SEE MYSELF HAVE YOU SEEN THE KEY THAT LEADS TO ME
'CAUSE I NEED TO FIND MYSELF I'M RUNNING OUT I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME TO FIND MYSELF
WHY DO I SUCK AT PUTTING SMILES ON THEIR FACES WHY AM I ONLY FUNNY TO MYSELF HOW COME NO ONE UNDERSTANDS WHAT I SAY BUT I THOUGHT I DIDN'T KNOW MYSELF I HATE EVERYONE ONLY ON CERTAIN DAYS I THINK YOU'RE ALL ANNOYED BY ME SO I'LL LEAVE, AND FIND MYSELF
/// W H Y ? ///
I'VE ONLY DRIVEN A HUNDRED MILES SINCE YOU'VE GONE AND I'VE ONLY GIVEN MY ENERGY AWAY WHEN I MEET A NEWBIE I SLOWLY CRACK AND SPILL THE PAST I REALIZE THIS IS PHONY BUT THERE IS SO MUCH LOVE
WHY? TRY?
THE SUITS, THEY TRIED TO CLAIM THAT EVERYTHING HE WON WAS THEIRS BUT MOTHER READ THE FILES AND SAVED THE NAME HE SHED
WHY? WHY? TRY? BECAUSE I CAN'T GO ON WITHOUT YOU SINCE YOU'VE PASSED AWAY
WHEN I'M TURNING JAPANESE I ALWAYS THINK YOU'RE MAD AT ME BUT I AM NO CONFORMIST I JUST LIKE TO FREE MY TROOPS LIKE TO FREE MY TROOPS
WHY? WHY? TRY? CAUSE I CAN'T GO ON WITHOUT YOU SINCE YOU'VE PASSED AWAY
/// It Goes To Bed ///
WHY ARE YOU SURPRISED NOBODY'S ARRIVED THE THOUGHTS ON PEOPLE'S MINDS ARE WE'RE NOTHING
MUST YOU BE SO BLIND NOT TO REALIZE EVERYBODY'S THOUGHTS MEAN SOMETHING
IT GOES TO BED...
NOTHING STAYS THE SAME ALL WE DO IS BLAME BUT WE'RE THE ONE'S AT FAULT NO ONE'S PERFECT
I'LL TELL IT LIKE IT IS WE DON'T BELONG IN THIS BIZ SO PACK UP YOUR VINTAGE LIFE WE'RE LEAVING
IT GOES TO BED...
THEY SAY WHAT THEY THINK THEY KNOW AND THEY KNOW WHAT'S ON TELEVISION THEY DRESS HOW THE OTHERS DRESS AND THEY FEEL WITHOUT THE TRUTH OF EVEN FEELING
IT GOES TO BED...
/// H E Y ///
I KNOW WE'VE NEVER HAD ANYTHING BEFORE JUST ME OUTSIDE YOUR DOOR I KNOW THAT FOLLOWING YOU AROUND THE WORLD DOESN'T HELP IT MAKES ME SEEM HELPLESS
I THINK I'M SEEING THINGS DIFFERENTLY
HEY HEY HEY I WANT OUT THERE'S NO END I WANT IN LET'S BEGIN LIKE WE HAVE NEVER BEGUN BEFORE THAT'S ME KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR
IF YOU PRETEND ALL THOSE MESSAGES I LEFT WERE FROM SOME OTHER GUY WHO HAS MY NAME THEN I'LL PRETEND I NEVER SAW ALL THOSE CREED CD'S SITTING IN YOUR CAR
I THINK I'M SEEING THINGS DIFFERENTLY
HEY HEY HEY I WANT OUT THERE'S NO END I WANT IN LET'S BEGIN LIKE WE HAVE NEVER BEGUN BEFORE THAT'S ME KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR
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I HAVEN'T CRIED SINCE MY FATHER DIED HE TOOK A PIECE OF ME WHEN HE FLEW AWAY YOU ALL THINK YOU KNOW WHO I AM BUT DID YOU KNOW I KILLED A MAN BACK IN '94?
I KNOW YOU'RE WITH ME TONIGHT I KNOW YOU'RE WITH ME TONIGHT
I HAD A CHANCE TO SPEND MY LAST DAYS WITH HIM BUT I CHOSE TO TURN AWAY, BLINDED BY REALITY I SAW HIM IN ONE OF MY DREAMS HE WAS THE CAPTAIN OF A SHIP SAILING TOWARDS THE LIGHT
I KNOW YOU'RE WITH ME TONGHT I KNOW YOU'RE WITH ME TONIGHT
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